Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Solitude

So in our Intern study we are learning about the spiritual disciplines--so like prayer, solitude, silence, fasting, giving, celebration, etc.

We are to begin practicing our first spiritual discipline--solitude. We were asked to do four hours of solitude this week. When you think about four hours by yourself and no human interaction, it seems like a lot. But really I know realize it is something needed. Maybe not four hours ever week, but I think we should all take a little time for ourselves in complete silence. Leave the t.v., computer, cell phones, errands behind. Go somewhere quiet and just pray and meditate. It is incredible the things you discover when it's just you and God. Pretty cool.

We had to write a response to our four-hour solitude.

Here is a little bit of it:

"Four hours all on my own—just God and I. Being still and silent before God.

Thinking of practicing solitude and silence excites me. You see, it’s actually quite funny, because a year ago, I would have been petrified of being silent and alone with my thoughts for even just an hour. But these will be the hours that I can escape somewhere with my God. We can run away together and I can be completely naked and honest with him.

It’s true what they say, disconnecting from the world and even from your own thoughts is God’s time to shine. I am so consumed with myself that even in solitude I can push God aside. I need silence even in silence."

I was able to think a lot in those four hours too. Think about my family and friends and how blessed I am. It was a great four hours and I am excited for the next time when I can disconnect from the world and be still.

Oh, and Winter Park opens tomorrow. So if you're looking for me, you can find me on the Mountain.


Until next time...

3 comments:

  1. Hey Gabs, I am at your parents' house and I just sat here enthralled reading all your blogs from beginning to the latest one. I am so happy for you because it sounds like you are having a great time, learning a lot and growing up very quickly. Your friends appear to be very nice and friendly and I love that you all take care of each other. I cannot believe that "New york Gabi" is shopping at consignment shops. Who knew? Anyway, You look great in your new outfits! I am so happy that you are finally enjoying skiing. It's all those workouts w/Alexis....all that hard work has paid off! Bueno, Gabs, keep those pics and wonderful info coming I have loved every bit of it. Stay safe and remember that I love you very much. If you need anything don't hesitate to call me. XOXOXOXOXOX Tia Lili:)

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  2. it's incredible how much you have grown in the 2 months you have been there! I'm sure you will only grow more! miss u mama

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